As a common people in the crowd

The first step to a new enviroment...

It has been quite some time since Ive left the Student Council... Many have approached and asked. I will say that it takes alot of courage and determination to admit/announce to them that I am now a commoner, certainly, it is kind of embarrassing to reply their question.

I must say that after I left, a huge responsibility have been off loaded from my shoulders and I can carve my new path... Realations with my best friends in class grew stronger. Look at me now, Im sitting here at the back of my class together with Amirul, Yong Xun, Kenneth and Yi Jie laughing our hearts out without having the fear of being criticized by teachers for being a Student Councillor. I am greatful for this decision made and Im free.

Praise the Lord for answering all my calls, for you have answered all my calls and

never fail to guide me in life.

Gonna study and catch up with all my work today...

Student Council (2008~2010)

"Leaving a Legacy... For those who cherished and cared"

8th September 2010 marks the end of my leadership journey in Westwood Secondary School, it is quite difficult for me to bid farewell to all my friends and teachers in the Student Council but all good things have to go someday. Many teachers and friends have approached me and they all want me to take this as a new beginning for me to catch up with my academic studies and bond better with my classmates.

Though I couldn't control my emotions during POA last week, I was told that most of my classmates were shocked to see me tearing in class as I am the sort who spend my time in class laughing and being so cheerful. Though it was somewhat dramatic when I left the class, it is very difficult to accept the fact that all your effort in the Student Council for the past 3years or maybe 2years have been "washed away".

On the 1st day of Term 4 marks a new beginning for me, it is quite hard for me to adapt into the "Student mode" in school. But with Amirul, Yong Xun, Kenneth, Yi Jie, Kheng Fu and Derek, I feel more surrounded by them and I feel safer. Have been paying much attention in class and lessons start to get interesting for me. Mrs Lee showed more care when she learnt that I was out of the Student Council she used sort of a gentle tone to me and Im starting to like her. 3 more weeks to our End-of Year Examinations and I have confidence to pass more subjects this term with the help of my ex-EXCOs, friends and teachers. May Lord give me the support for the next 2 months.

Praise the Lord.

A Closing Chapter...

"They reached out for me once again..."

Dear Lord, I thank you for answering my call. Everything changed dramatically the very next day. I tried to communicate with them again and unlike any other conversations I had previously with them, they went beyond what I've expected. I thank you again, as for Lord has answered my call.

Had our Dragon Boating Orientation Program at Kallang Water Venture Centre. It was an awesome experience and I LOVE IT! It flushed out 70% of my energy but it was all worth while (: Everyone was so participative... Though there were a lot of complains about 手酸, everyone enjoyed their day. Ms Ong dismissed us for lunch and I was wondering if she wanted her to join us. It was kinda weird that she was so gentle with her words... Perhaps she is much nicer when out of school? I don't know, but one thing for sure is that all that hatred for her seem to have blown away.

Headed down to Suntec City for lunch, it was fun I must say. Headed down to a pushcart poster store to look for some posters then to Otaku House to look for some anime gadgets. Saw the Hell Ring from KHR and Im dying to get one! But oh well, that can wait till the end of the Year-End Exams.

Watched an anime recently and I LOVE it! Its called: 黒執事(Kuro-shit-suji) or the Black Butler. Its really nice and sort of gay-ish and gory. Sebastian Michaelis is so cool and handsome lah! Do watch yea ;)

As I close this chapter, a new chapter of excitement awaits... Awaiting to be unveiled.

Friends who are vanishing...

"The more I think of you, the more Im hurt..."

Many things have happened since I stopped blogging...

Social conflicts between the Student Council, dramatic plummet of academic results... Not to mention relations with my classmates and friends.

I always thought that my best pals (Amirul, Yong Xun, Kenneth and Yi Jie) in class were always there for me but everything seem to change after I've taken up the position of EXCO in the Student Council. As each day grows old, I feel like I am being left behind in almost every conversation and slowly, everything stopped in July. Usually, they will send me text messages and we will have long conversations on social networking apps but now... I'm still waiting.

I have tried my best to kick start a conversation with all of them but all that came back was... "Hahaha" and "lol". Wish I could hear what they are thinking now... Everything seem so alone and unhappy. The love from them has totally faded away... Its fading so fast that I don't know myself anymore. I have tried eating and shopping to forget all these moments but whenever they laugh with on another, I just feel so... left out.

Dear Lord, if you are out there please answer me, all I wish was to be surrounded with all my best pals and classmates just like how it was before July, I want to be surrounded by all my friends. Friends who text me goodnight messages and friends whom I can smile and laugh with all day. They are all very important to me and I never want to experience this feeling of loneliness and pain again.

Praise the Lord

8th Student Council Investiture

Taken from www.seemikedraw.wordpress.com

This could perhaps be my last post before I break for my Mid-Year...

Ive been quite busy lately...

Whoo~ All 8 of us: Dorothy, Salina, Zhi Xuan, William, Vanessa, Jasmin, Marilyn and I have been promoted to the Executive Committee(EXCO) Team ^^

From now till 2011, this will be our 8th committee team:

:: President ::

Dorothy

:: Vice-President ::

Salina

Zhi Xuan

:: EXCO ::

William

Vanessa

Marvin

Jasmin

Marilyn

Im so(x101) happy that Im part of the EXCO Team and also excited to work with them ^^

Westwood's 8th batch of Student Councillors (: